Mermount

I work far from where I live and come home to only my cat to company me. It's hard not to be depressed. Our company has over 150 staff employed in the 3 buildings that I regulate but I can hardly call any of them friends. The bitchyness there rivals that of my school days.

To compensate my lonely feelings I use to come to deviantart and talk to people everyday. I befriended 5 people closer than I hoped to. Each friendship in is own way turned sour. It saddens me that people befriend you quickly and forget you even quicker.


I left deviantart after all this and am here now only to upload/showcase my pictures. I have come to the conclusion that there are a vast amount of mentally unstable, obsessive, emotionally broken people. I will not befriend anyone online now.

I wish for a real close friend but I feel so insignificant and my voice so powerless. I collect childish things, own figures and trading cards. I should be ashamed but I love it so much. I would just die inside if anyone heard the music I listen to. I make art of the characters from games, manga and anime I like but have a tendency to delete them because of insecurities about them actually being good.

One day I will make art like the experts.

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I will make New Year art, Christmas, Easter, Valentine and so forth.
I will happily take art trades. Please do your best for me, as I will to you.